another teenage complication.

blogs and stuff

2008-03-25T19:14:00.000-07:00

go to www.reallyjustafreak.wordpress.com

dear blogger,

sorry blogger, but we're breaking up.
its not me, its you.
wordpress is just more flexible and charlie as one too it jus-

please don't cry.
you still have megan, and now you have rachel...
no theres no other way. i feel like we're not going anywhere
good bye, maybe we can sill be friends
-shannon

blogger,
shannons with me now, and shes even usng her real name.
and people are actually reading me
yeah...be jealous.
shes my hoe now.
-wordpress.com

megan,
im so glad i got out of blogger, it was an abusive relationship and wordpress is so kind to me.
and my blgos aren't lists anymre :)
i hope blogger doesn't get pissed and call this spam
-shannon

weird stalker readers who actally read thsi that i dont know,
...why do you read this
-elle

I really should be doing my homework right now…

2008-03-15T21:33:00.001-07:00

So…I'm on Microsoft word on the "post blog" option…so yeah

still bored, and still procrastinating…

LET'S HAVE WORD FUN!

Yeah…I do need friends

hahah

2008-02-05T12:54:00.000-08:00

want more bizitch !?

When brett doesn't talk to me....

2008-02-05T12:43:00.001-08:00

I get bored quickly. When I get bored quickly, I mess around on the internet.

with the magic of paint, printscreen, and google earth, i have managed to insults brett sexuality... once again xD.

This is what you get ya mothalicka!

mwahahafuckingha

-elle

sorry megan :(

2008-01-26T23:45:00.000-08:00

this is my sad attempt to apologize, with my horrible camaera work and bad jokes :D

HOPE MEGAN SEES THIS!!
SORRY FOR MY BAD CAMERA AND CAMERA LISP!

talk about girls gone wild

2008-01-26T18:46:00.000-08:00

ok so heres the deal.

megans pissed.
people are taking sides.
this girls somewhere in mass. who likes dillion is all like flippin on me.
me and katie are angered at disney chanel.
megans pissed at me , but i blame cdaloser.

HE is like a drug to talk to, and me and kt agree.
check it.
teenspirit0003 (9:40:07 PM): HUH?
shanosity x3 (9:40:29 PM): nothing. just prmise me you wont hate me no matter what megan says ok?
shanosity x3 (9:40:43 PM): and if u ever talk to her tell her im so sorry im making an im sorry video!
teenspirit0003 (9:41:03 PM): ok?....what'd ya do?
i shanosity x3 (9:41:20 PM): she thinks i like charlie becuase i tslk to him so much
shanosity x3 (9:41:30 PM): BUT IM NOT SAYING "TAK MY SIDE" OR ANYTHIGN!!
shanosity x3 (9:41:36 PM): becuase know im a bitch
teenspirit0003 (9:41:49 PM): well, do u like charlie?
shanosity x3 (9:41:54 PM): OH GOD NO
shanosity x3 (9:41:59 PM): DO YOU THINK I DO??!!
teenspirit0003 (9:42:05 PM): idk,
teenspirit0003 (9:42:12 PM): i'm a lil tired today
shanosity x3 (9:42:26 PM): OH GOD U TOTALLY THINK I DO!!
teenspirit0003 (9:42:34 PM): do not
shanosity x3 (9:42:36 PM): THAT MUST MEAN ****(english guy)****THINKS SO TOO AND MEGAN1
shanosity x3 (9:42:42 PM): OH GOD IM SuCH A FUCK UP
teenspirit0003 (9:43:16 PM): are not,if ya didnt notice, EVERYONE TALKS 2 CHARLIE TOO MUCH!!!!
shanosity x3 (9:43:28 PM): I KNOW RIGHT HES LIKE ADDICTING
shanosity x3 (9:43:36 PM): GOD ITS LIKE YOU JSUT NEED TO TALK TO HIM
teenspirit0003 (9:43:43 PM): I KNOW!!!!
shanosity x3 (9:43:49 PM): OK SO ITS NOT JUST ME
teenspirit0003 (9:43:58 PM): HE'S LIKE A DRUG!!!
shanosity x3 (9:44:02 PM): EXACTLY
shanosity x3 (9:44:12 PM): AND ITS ,LIKE YOU ALWAYS WANT TO ARGUR WITH HIM OR SOMRTHING
shanosity x3 (9:44:24 PM): I SAY WE BLAME CHARLIE FOR ALL OF THIS!
teenspirit0003 (9:44:26 PM): CUZ HE ARGUES 1ST
shanosity shanosity x3 (9:44:37 PM): I KNOW!
shanosity x3 (9:44:42 PM): HES ASKING FOR IT1!!!
teenspirit0003 (9:44:48 PM): AND I CANT just not argue
shanosity x3 (9:44:57 PM): I KNOW!
shanosity x3 (9:45:06 PM): ITS LIKE ERR I HATE YOU I MUST CONVERSE WITH YOU!
shanosity x3 (9:45:08 PM): HAHA
teenspirit0003 (9:45:12 PM): lol
teenspirit0003 (9:46:12 PM): minutemen is a queer movie

so i don't know how the fuck to apoligize enough to megan , but obviously she thinks i like cdloser even though its obvious he cares alot about megan becuase he seems to be so sorry about he hes like a racist or something but right no im making a video prfounding my sorryness for her becuase im to lazy to right sme long spech, and i would love an oppertunity to use moviemaker.

hating the world.

-whoever the fuck im faking

OK, now i feel confused

2008-01-24T11:56:00.000-08:00

I feel 4 % upset 6% pissed off, 40% scared, and 50% confused.

I'm going sound like a self centered whore so if your gonna be pissed at me after leave now

i warn you for the last time

...

ok i dont want no insults.

Today in school...
Dillion got in a fight.
He wasn't hurt to bad but he got a black eye and hurt his arm a little. luckily he won.

ready for my self centered moment?

He got in a fight over me. :(
I don't want to sound like its all me oh yeah go me becuase im really mad and i feel incredibly guilty.

Ive heard 2 stories( becuase i wan't there)one from my friend who i gues ill call ... snow white, cuz shes um white? i guess. so here are the stories

snow white: some kid was talking smack about you that dillion knew, and his whole like lunch table started ganging up on him. They were outside for lunch on the feild when all of them starting ganging up on you and like saying comments that were... various (wink wink) so he punched the guy in the shoulder in the "shut up dude im not laughing haha buddys now stfu fucker" way and the dude was like oh come on you know she s just some whore! or somthing mean and dillion punched the dude in the mouth giving him a bloody nose. Then like he dude hit dillion in the eye on surprise and knocked him to the ground then i think arron pulled dillion away and like none of the teachers were there so the guys were like fuck and then dillion went into the library. I think he sent you an email, id check them.

dillion: He was being a douche, so I knocked him over. It was nothing don't worry.
(after i asked him if snow white was telling the truth)
Well thats almost all true accept for he was crying; what a pussy. But.. I know you hate violence but... he was just saying so much shit and I didn't want to hear that. All the guys were watching me before I "attacked" becuase even they know how much I care about you.
But don't worry, you clearly worth a black eye , and more.

me: DILLION YOU NON THINKING ASS HOLE! WHY WOULD YOU FIGHT ! IT WAS A STUPID COMMENT!
dillion: exactly. It was an uneeded assish comment, that the guy deserved to be punched for.
me: god you drive me wild.
dillion: same to you darling ;-)

AAA THAT CRAZY SON OF A BITCH GODDDDD DAMMMMM!
man i love him

*-elle

ok... so is this a guy thing?

2008-01-15T17:00:00.000-08:00

seriously people, to guys just learn to flirt with girls, do adorable things, and make the girls fall head over heels just so they can say there not interested?? I'm incrediley scared. Like i don't want to say one wrong thing around him.
...
He drew a little vampire on my hero paper :)

Man he has to like me even the littlest bit...

Hes so interesting,,,,

Ok well im done with my waste of an entry

pissed at blondie.
((elle))

I seriously must be going crazy.

2008-01-14T16:33:00.000-08:00

Ok people english guy in, snowman and bob? out. can you seriously comprehend that i was thinking if he would notice my nails and like me more? I must be going crazy over this boy.
And anyone who knows who that actually is can see how odd that is.

I honstly don't know why I I like him. I mean sure he plays guitar which is ridiculously hot, and has adorable eyes and is tall and likes the smae music and same shows as me and i know cares about what i think and is almost the closest thing to perfect that I could ask for.

but other than that what is there? Some long blonde hair and a boy who I think likes almost all of the odd old rock bands I do??

I think its perculier that hes so perfect, and hes the next one whose going to have tears wasted over.

I've also noticed that if we don't like one we feel depresed, but if we do like someone we give all of our time and effort into thinking there the one there the one, but then always end up getting hurt and going in this huge circle of problems.

I don't know why I'm so careful around him...

*-elle

on my phone. wow.

2007-12-28T15:12:00.001-08:00

hey guys. im in florida and found a way on through my phone. wow haha

so i decided to just say...stuff.

i wonder latley why when i think about englishguy (megan hes in my LA . )( IM SOMEHOW IN CAPS LOCK SORRY PEOPLE) I FEEL THE NEED TO TOUCH MY HAIR. I KNOW WEIRD.

I WONDER WHY I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT HIS EYES...

I WONDER WHY MEGAN HAD SOME WEIRD DREAM ABOUT OUR FRIEND.

I WONDER HOW MY PHONE HAS CAPS LOCKS.

I WONDER WHY ALL OF MY DREAMS THIS VACATION SOMEHOW INVOLVE HIM.

I WONDER WHY ... SOMETHING PRIVATE THAT YOU GOTTA ASK ME.

I WONDER IF IM GONNA GET HURT AGAIN

I WONDER IF HE STILL LIKES ME

I WONDER ALL OF THESE THINGS...

ACCEPT FOR ONE THING

I KNOW IM PROBABLY GONNA GET HURT AGAIN.

IM ME FOR GODS SAKE.
-ELLE

on my phone. wow.

2007-12-28T15:12:00.000-08:00

MEGAN, COME ON!

2007-12-13T14:40:00.001-08:00

I'm definetly way to lazy to write an actual entry so I'll make a boring list.
P.S. If your pissed, blame megan.

snowman brobably hates me and I'm really upset about that becuase I def. value our friendship

Maia i guess has apologized but watermelon is just being... herself.
Look at this.

shanosity x3 (6:15:01 PM): ok can you like stop?
hollisterbae94 (6:15:18 PM): noo i love doing it.. its funn
shanosity x3 (6:15:33 PM): ok have fun talking to me.
hollisterbae94 (6:15:45 PM): haha ur fatt and no guy likes you
hollisterbae94 (6:16:26 PM): and you will never get a bf ... soo what are you going to say
shanosity x3 (6:17:05 PM): im not gonna say anythign becuase I'm way more mature than that.
hollisterbae94 (6:17:42 PM): haha ur a little prode bitch and u need to get laid
shanosity x3 (6:18:08 PM): prode?
shanosity x3 (6:18:19 PM): i think you mean prude
hollisterbae94 (6:18:27 PM): YOUR PRUDE
shanosity x3 (6:18:35 PM): AND YOU CAN'T SPELL
shanosity x3 (6:18:39 PM): KAY BYE
hollisterbae94 signed off at 6:18:42 PM.
hollisterbae94 signed off at 6:51:16 PM.

The watermelon seems a bit testy.
School Spirit much?
MAKE A PAGII!!

www.pagii.com/overiactivity

add me :-)
*-elle

can you say amazing?

2007-12-09T07:57:00.000-08:00

Hey guys It's elle waking up from my MASSIVE party last night.
I probably have a like hangover and have no idea...
Even if I do it was totaly worth it.
We were dancing, and laughing, and eating, and it was definety not what i expected.
It was definetly better.
So after opening gifts I sat in our reclinr which became like THE chair for the party since it was like... so awesome and snowman(formerly known as idk) cam and sat with me :-) i was so happy like brookie was like looking back and smiling and i was like in my mind brookie ! but then he found the foot recliner and was like "oh my god this is the coolest chair ever" then i showed him the back recliner and we just sat there :-)
definetly like the best thing to happen since I moved to this friggin' town...
I don't think I've met a boy who was so aborably perfect.....
Oh and did I mention I got a hug from bob?
Definetly not as good as snowman.

"Of couese i know 1 girl trying to turn everything onto her self and get all of the attention.
typical.
But tha definetly didn't ruin anything for me.
One bitch? Psh. I can handle 100 times that.

So if any of my Party Buddies (Ie. Dan H, Marcel, Charlie, Mike, Carter, Meg, Jess, Eden, Nicole, Caroyln, Katie, Maia, Beth, Courtney R., Estrella, Brooke S., and Briana) Are reding this 3 things I want to tell you!

1.Thank you for your presents :-)
2. COMMENT!
3.You are all amzingly awesome and I couldn't ask for better friends.

Live love dance
*-El

whoa...

2007-12-01T18:22:00.001-08:00

Hey guys if your wondering what the title means its like my discription of last night.
oh and wow...
So allow me to EXPLAIN this madness
So I got there blahblhablha and me megan started dnacing (of course we were like the ony ones dancing and we started like people dancing haha) so then are freinds came and we were all dnaacing then crank that came on
we were the only ones who knew it, becuase we are sexy.
then these bitches started like trying to the crank thing part (idk) and they kept ramming into us like they were funny or something.

they werent

so after like the 100th time of them bumping into my arm and it hurting horridly i hit back, and they hit my leg harder. So then i got pissed and just moved.
Oh yes did i mention that they were trying (TRYING) TO BE FUNNY AND GRINDING WEIRD BOYS? BADLY?well yes they did, oprative words being trying and badly.
But then it got a bit... happier for me:-)
not that other kid im constantly obseesing about but another one at the dance... what to call him... (corny collins hahahaa jk jk) um..... dfbgvdfbvfjvhf ill call him "idk" ( i know wtf but i have no idea what to call him_) So first idk asked me what i wanted for my birthday and he seemed like he really cared he didnt just wanna like throw a dollar in a card and be done, and that was nice, but i mean he was just asking me what i wanted for my party, so what.
then he started t o dance with me and my girlfreidns in our little dnacey square (OF SEXINESS! HAHA) and he was being really funny and cute
then we started talking and the group got smaller and i was just dancing with my firedns and he wad there and i get glancing over to see him dancing and i flirted with him and it was fun, and i tought him the black hand slap with the help of megan
But then...
Igot home and started to day dream... (oh dear i know ) and thinking about how nice he was so i guess i like him now, as confermed by the absters lol so i thought about him and my stomach got all notty and i was like gigling for no reason BUT THEN i started thinkg about bob (the kid i constantly go crazy over im now calling bob, for weird reasons.) so im still thinking of idk and then bob pops in and with the flipy stomach with bob in th mix i like can't breath and im like rolling over trying to remeber how to brethe and all i can think about is bob and idk bo and idk in my brain i was come one shannon pick one!
so now im completley confussed becuase im crazy about both of these guys and i just wish i could squish both of them togther!!

*-CRAZY about 2 people at once and really need some help im me PLLEEAASSSEE el

P.S. people bday idea *** idk or mike dancing with me to a slow song. get that and ill be your best friend
(get that and ill love you forever hha)
i got

PEOPLE!! LEGGINGS ARE NOT PANTS!!

2007-11-27T19:58:00.000-08:00

Hey guys
I made this title becuase the next girl i see with a mega short "dress" with leggings and think they can sit like ...well truckers in there little TIGHTS! (OH YES PEOPLE FACE THE TRUTH LEGGING ARE JSUT TIGHTS WITH NO FEET SO STOP LEAVING YOUR LEGS FRIGGIN OPEN ITS NOT JEANS AND YOUR NOT A TRUCKERS) I have to go but poeple
COME ON!
*-el

Lala land sure is fun

2007-11-22T21:34:00.000-08:00

Hey guys
I'm not really here to complain or say how my thanksgiving was (Happy Thannskgiving by the way) I'm just hee to talk about this realy weird dream I'm not gonna go into detail and if your that curiods you can IM me but it was liek incredibly random...
it really made me think about some of my firedns and ho weird it would be if something like this happened, and how I would react to different situations
I know this sounds weird but I took a class one time on dream interprattation and I think this is what it means:
I'm wondering whats going to happen im the future
I'm confused about peoples opinion
I want somethign to happen but seems impossible

All of those things ae pretty much what happened and is happending

Ok all for now
Happy Thanksgiving

*-El

lalala

2007-11-17T23:52:00.000-08:00

hey guys

so.....the mom got an iphone?
i guess thats oretty awesome..
im getting one for my b day...

DECEMBER 11 BRING ME PRESENTS!
idk im soo sick of school its crazy its like wow be vacation aleready

oh sweet short week this week awesome...

oh ya im handing out invites to my party

....ya...

stickam rules (ok bdizzle happy??)

g2g 3 am byebye

*-ell

Why do I feel so guilty...

2007-11-10T09:18:00.000-08:00

Hey people
So mainly this is whats happeneing,
megans upset
im upset
mike feels akward around me
im fighting with my friend from MA

sorry for the lists again people but /i just feel like i need something out
I feel horrible about Mike and this is why.
Well i missed part of math with all of my friends cuz i had a stupid stupid stupid chorus concert, so then i had to go to math and do my make up test.
"What's wrong with that?" you say
While i was out there not in the room i could here him talking more than ever.
SO it hasto do with me. I feel like i missed this huge conversatioln like i know something happened and i missed it
AAA
I FEEL SO HORRIBLE!

Man i feel like aaaaabdfdjfbgewfjvwhgwjehygfv manannn.

I don't undersatnd...

On a lighter note my mom will be gone for the weekend which WOULD mean a little extra fun.
And my dad said we can go to stop and shop and get some nutra grain bars.
mmwahahahaha
(only a few ppl will get that lol)

BUT megan has plans which means theres no one i really want to make plans with.
whoopdiefiggin do.

I HATE THIS!! megan please dont be gone to long i want you to slpeepover. :'(

*ugh i hate it when i have nothign to do on saturdsys cuz tommorows sunday shannon

A tid-bit of closure...

2007-11-08T11:45:00.000-08:00

Hey guys I guess if anyone actually knows me they probably get what I mean by this...
or if you read my last entry...
Well he seems to be completely don with even talking to me...
So I guess I just need to face the facts and figure out that he doesn't like me , he never did, and he never will.
**Sighs.**
Ok so heres a letter I would right to him if I really had the guts.
I'll call him boy...

Dear boy,
I know that you know I still like you because Dan told you. I'm not mad, hes just saying, but I really wish that you could maybe pretend to be a little nicer and maybe talk to me I was so excited when you actually talked to me like everything was fine and nothing happened. So what if i still like you? That means we can't be friends?did I do something? I just want you to know I'll probably like you for a long time... but that doesnt mean we should treat eachother any other way. I would love it to be friends...
With Love,
El

Maybe I'll have dan spread this out a bit with a little less.... obsesiveness....

*Same closing as last entry shannon

Boy this blog sucked before didn't it.

2007-11-05T18:18:00.000-08:00

Well since I know my last blog was pretty much me complaining and listing - which we all know is no fun - this entry might actually be kinda interesting.
I only have one thing i need to list and if you don't get it just im me and ask me because well ... maybe you will get it actually... I don't know i'm reallly not your judge of common scence.
-i'm completeley and totally madly in love with this kid. So what do I do now.

Also, I just have his feeling like something - i don't know how big- is gonna happen. No idea if it's gonna be bad or good.
But somehthings gonna happen...
I feel it.....

Well you see aperantly the watermelon who tacled my boy with her raging whornocity has planned a new target.
My best friends boyfriend.
Oh yes it very true . you see, watermellon was pretty much attacking dan and watermelon actually fell to the lowest platform of getting one of her slutetts to ask dan if he would make out with watermelon.
as megan would put it
**cough cough homosexual cough cough** or in this case **cough cough crossdressing prostitute cough cough**
Of course dan didn't do it
He's much to whiped for that ;-)
So since steph has her clearly driven right to be pissed, Im definetly siding her.
Chalk to up for the anti - watermelon club/
Ask to join ;-)

In my lifless soicialess saturday night i cam across this blog in a friend of a friend or a friends link list.
kinda funny... ok well i think this is the link www.inspirationalgoodbye.blogspot.com i hope thats it cuz i hope its not like some porn site (ew)

All till another day :-)

.Oh so totally out of my mind in love with him and killing myself over it shannon

I hate moving away.

2007-11-02T15:16:00.000-07:00

Well if anyone really cares, this is my replacement blog since the mom discoverd the other. It's like shes looking for journal and she read all of it. Seriously a little thing called privace maybe? Well I guess it's my own fault since this is is like .... on the internet ha.I
Any who this entry is mainly just so anyone who finds this gets it.

-Megatu is the best ------->>> www.megaturox.blogspot.com if you don't look at it yoour ... wierd cause shes so cool.
-I like stuff...
-the dances are fun but at somepoint something bad always happens,.... or something good?
-I like to write poetry and draw and act and stuff...
-I GOT A GOOD PART IN THE PLAY!!! SO BEISTLY!
-I lovveeeee friendly's and I wish I was there
-I'm stuffyyyy (in the nose)
-(i have a nose)(i mean cold)

I'm delousional man and I serriously want some pizza.

*-Looking for food el