sorry megan :(

this is my sad attempt to apologize, with my horrible camaera work and bad jokes :D

HOPE MEGAN SEES THIS!!
SORRY FOR MY BAD CAMERA AND CAMERA LISP!

talk about girls gone wild

ok so heres the deal.

megans pissed.
people are taking sides.
this girls somewhere in mass. who likes dillion is all like flippin on me.
me and katie are angered at disney chanel.
megans pissed at me , but i blame cdaloser.

HE is like a drug to talk to, and me and kt agree.
check it.
teenspirit0003 (9:40:07 PM): HUH?
shanosity x3 (9:40:29 PM): nothing. just prmise me you wont hate me no matter what megan says ok?
shanosity x3 (9:40:43 PM): and if u ever talk to her tell her im so sorry im making an im sorry video!
teenspirit0003 (9:41:03 PM): ok?....what'd ya do?
i shanosity x3 (9:41:20 PM): she thinks i like charlie becuase i tslk to him so much
shanosity x3 (9:41:30 PM): BUT IM NOT SAYING "TAK MY SIDE" OR ANYTHIGN!!
shanosity x3 (9:41:36 PM): becuase know im a bitch
teenspirit0003 (9:41:49 PM): well, do u like charlie?
shanosity x3 (9:41:54 PM): OH GOD NO
shanosity x3 (9:41:59 PM): DO YOU THINK I DO??!!
teenspirit0003 (9:42:05 PM): idk,
teenspirit0003 (9:42:12 PM): i'm a lil tired today
shanosity x3 (9:42:26 PM): OH GOD U TOTALLY THINK I DO!!
teenspirit0003 (9:42:34 PM): do not
shanosity x3 (9:42:36 PM): THAT MUST MEAN ****(english guy)****THINKS SO TOO AND MEGAN1
shanosity x3 (9:42:42 PM): OH GOD IM SuCH A FUCK UP
teenspirit0003 (9:43:16 PM): are not,if ya didnt notice, EVERYONE TALKS 2 CHARLIE TOO MUCH!!!!
shanosity x3 (9:43:28 PM): I KNOW RIGHT HES LIKE ADDICTING
shanosity x3 (9:43:36 PM): GOD ITS LIKE YOU JSUT NEED TO TALK TO HIM
teenspirit0003 (9:43:43 PM): I KNOW!!!!
shanosity x3 (9:43:49 PM): OK SO ITS NOT JUST ME
teenspirit0003 (9:43:58 PM): HE'S LIKE A DRUG!!!
shanosity x3 (9:44:02 PM): EXACTLY
shanosity x3 (9:44:12 PM): AND ITS ,LIKE YOU ALWAYS WANT TO ARGUR WITH HIM OR SOMRTHING
shanosity x3 (9:44:24 PM): I SAY WE BLAME CHARLIE FOR ALL OF THIS!
teenspirit0003 (9:44:26 PM): CUZ HE ARGUES 1ST
shanosity shanosity x3 (9:44:37 PM): I KNOW!
shanosity x3 (9:44:42 PM): HES ASKING FOR IT1!!!
teenspirit0003 (9:44:48 PM): AND I CANT just not argue
shanosity x3 (9:44:57 PM): I KNOW!
shanosity x3 (9:45:06 PM): ITS LIKE ERR I HATE YOU I MUST CONVERSE WITH YOU!
shanosity x3 (9:45:08 PM): HAHA
teenspirit0003 (9:45:12 PM): lol
teenspirit0003 (9:46:12 PM): minutemen is a queer movie



so i don't know how the fuck to apoligize enough to megan , but obviously she thinks i like cdloser even though its obvious he cares alot about megan becuase he seems to be so sorry about he hes like a racist or something but right no im making a video prfounding my sorryness for her becuase im to lazy to right sme long spech, and i would love an oppertunity to use moviemaker.





hating the world.

-whoever the fuck im faking

OK, now i feel confused

I feel 4 % upset 6% pissed off, 40% scared, and 50% confused.

I'm going sound like a self centered whore so if your gonna be pissed at me after leave now

i warn you for the last time

...


ok i dont want no insults.


Today in school...
Dillion got in a fight.
He wasn't hurt to bad but he got a black eye and hurt his arm a little. luckily he won.

ready for my self centered moment?

He got in a fight over me. :(
I don't want to sound like its all me oh yeah go me becuase im really mad and i feel incredibly guilty.


Ive heard 2 stories( becuase i wan't there)one from my friend who i gues ill call ... snow white, cuz shes um white? i guess. so here are the stories

snow white: some kid was talking smack about you that dillion knew, and his whole like lunch table started ganging up on him. They were outside for lunch on the feild when all of them starting ganging up on you and like saying comments that were... various (wink wink) so he punched the guy in the shoulder in the "shut up dude im not laughing haha buddys now stfu fucker" way and the dude was like oh come on you know she s just some whore! or somthing mean and dillion punched the dude in the mouth giving him a bloody nose. Then like he dude hit dillion in the eye on surprise and knocked him to the ground then i think arron pulled dillion away and like none of the teachers were there so the guys were like fuck and then dillion went into the library. I think he sent you an email, id check them.

dillion: He was being a douche, so I knocked him over. It was nothing don't worry.
(after i asked him if snow white was telling the truth)
Well thats almost all true accept for he was crying; what a pussy. But.. I know you hate violence but... he was just saying so much shit and I didn't want to hear that. All the guys were watching me before I "attacked" becuase even they know how much I care about you.
But don't worry, you clearly worth a black eye , and more.

me: DILLION YOU NON THINKING ASS HOLE! WHY WOULD YOU FIGHT ! IT WAS A STUPID COMMENT!
dillion: exactly. It was an uneeded assish comment, that the guy deserved to be punched for.
me: god you drive me wild.
dillion: same to you darling ;-)



AAA THAT CRAZY SON OF A BITCH GODDDDD DAMMMMM!
man i love him

*-elle

ok... so is this a guy thing?

seriously people, to guys just learn to flirt with girls, do adorable things, and make the girls fall head over heels just so they can say there not interested?? I'm incrediley scared. Like i don't want to say one wrong thing around him.
...
He drew a little vampire on my hero paper :)

Man he has to like me even the littlest bit...

Hes so interesting,,,,


Ok well im done with my waste of an entry

pissed at blondie.
((elle))

I seriously must be going crazy.

Ok people english guy in, snowman and bob? out. can you seriously comprehend that i was thinking if he would notice my nails and like me more? I must be going crazy over this boy.
And anyone who knows who that actually is can see how odd that is.

I honstly don't know why I I like him. I mean sure he plays guitar which is ridiculously hot, and has adorable eyes and is tall and likes the smae music and same shows as me and i know cares about what i think and is almost the closest thing to perfect that I could ask for.

but other than that what is there? Some long blonde hair and a boy who I think likes almost all of the odd old rock bands I do??

I think its perculier that hes so perfect, and hes the next one whose going to have tears wasted over.

I've also noticed that if we don't like one we feel depresed, but if we do like someone we give all of our time and effort into thinking there the one there the one, but then always end up getting hurt and going in this huge circle of problems.

I don't know why I'm so careful around him...

*-elle