I seriously must be going crazy.

Ok people english guy in, snowman and bob? out. can you seriously comprehend that i was thinking if he would notice my nails and like me more? I must be going crazy over this boy.
And anyone who knows who that actually is can see how odd that is.

I honstly don't know why I I like him. I mean sure he plays guitar which is ridiculously hot, and has adorable eyes and is tall and likes the smae music and same shows as me and i know cares about what i think and is almost the closest thing to perfect that I could ask for.

but other than that what is there? Some long blonde hair and a boy who I think likes almost all of the odd old rock bands I do??

I think its perculier that hes so perfect, and hes the next one whose going to have tears wasted over.

I've also noticed that if we don't like one we feel depresed, but if we do like someone we give all of our time and effort into thinking there the one there the one, but then always end up getting hurt and going in this huge circle of problems.

I don't know why I'm so careful around him...

*-elle